I made a bunch of bad choices this weekend, purely because I was bored and lonely. Now I feel ashamed of what I’ve done, I feel regret about the choices i made, I feel dirty, and wish I could have a do over. I probably wont go back to that place, won’t answer his call. Maybe I’ll get lucky and he won’t call at all. This is not the life I want, going to bars alone and looking for men. I just want a man I can go out with one in a while, one who has his shit together, makes good choices, will treat me right. I’m so tired of being lonely asks now I feel lonely and dirty. I need to figure out how to love myself Better and fast so I can find the right man and love the life I live.
